Creator God, I am quick to run from my conscience and to run from you. Forgive me for making you into a rageful monster instead of a loving parent who longs to see me return to my senses. Help me to trust in your kindness and patience, so that I can face my own brokenness with courage, rather than minimizing it or looking away. For the ways I trust in myself instead of you, have mercy on me. For my impulse to seek life outside of you, have mercy on me. For my instincts to put myself first and use others for my own desires, have mercy on me. For the ways I seek security in possessions and power have mercy on me. God, show me the ways I have turned from your ways, and in doing so harmed myself and others. Shine your light on my anger, lust, greed, envy, divisiveness, and dismissiveness. In your mercy, illuminate the lies and self-protection that I use to justify my behavior. Forgive me for the ways I am quick to point out the faults of others and ignore my own actions. Forgive me for the ways I arrogantly take your place on the seat of judgment, pretending I am capable of being impartial and seeing clearly. Forgive me for thinking I can hold others accountable while I turn a blind eye to my own heart.
God of grace, as you come to us in mercy, we repent in spirit and in truth. We admit our sin and gratefully receive your forgiveness through Jesus Christ. Who did not turn his back on us but pursued us in love that we might know healing and life. Grant us now we pray, the grace to die daily to sin and to rise daily to new life in Christ. Amen. |
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